Wednesday, December 29, 2010

San Diego

I've come to CA. A place I've never been before (except LAX which in my book doesn't count). 
I arrived yesterday mid day and we spent most of the day out and about. Hitting La Jolla Beach and then going "home" to my friends sister's place in Oceanside. 
Today we spend the whole day around Dan Diego. At the beach in Coronado, then Balboa Park, at the Art museum, then shopping at Horton Plaza. 
It's so nice here. Mind you right now it's pretty cold at home so the high 60's here in SoCal feel pretty great. 
And it's so pretty. With the ocean, beaches, palm trees and everything so green. 
I think I could live here. 
There's just one problem... The ex is from this area. And it's stirring up all kinds of feelings and emotions and all that. Which sucks. 
It's making me miss him. I don't want to miss him. I know things can never work with the two of us, not unless he were to come to know the Lord. And he shows no interest in that. Which just makes me sad again. 
But I'm not going to let that ruin my break. I'm going to have a good time and when he comes to mind I'm going to pray for him. And maybe pray for the new guy too ... There's potential there I'm sure.  After all I'm looking forward to him returning on the 3rd and really looking forward to the 7th and our date. 
If I don't eat myself to a new size before that. 

1 comment:

Alyssa Rose said...

Ah! I've been to La Jolla Beach, too! I loved it! Hope your having a wonderful time enjoying the SUN! :D Say hi to Cali for me!